“You’re living at a time of extremism, a time of revolution, a time when there’s got to be a change. People in power have misused it, and now there has to be a change and a better world has to be built and the only way it’s going to be built is with extreme methods. And I for one will join in with anyone, I don’t care what color you are, as long as you want to change this miserable condition that exists on this earth. Thank you.” Bookmark and Share Bookmark and Share


the restless ones

recently i've been questioning: what i do, how i execute it, what my motives are; a necessary process for a thinking, retrospective (yet presently developing) man. in all those pensive moments, what does my thought amount to? 

a place of decision and pause we're i'm left to again, evaluate my stance.


man of parts

two part poem: first half, i was steeped in sin, looking for an exit. (watchdogs: some time ago :)

second half: was written after God answered the former words.

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part 1ne. the flight

a long time coming,
a poet in revival; who stares inward at the looking glass.
time fell, like words lost in translation.
now i mourn those concoctions over monday morning cups of slow.
those words are lost forever like the obits in the rear of smudged pages.

i want to walk forward beyong the moss like Clif did,
but feel restrained by sticky greens that ripe in dead men's backyards.

is it worth it to be disillusioned for late night afternoons?

i want you more than life,
so place me between your arms and let me lay.
send me to drink until i'm satisfied; for the well i seek leads to dusty death.
the crimson rope i tied roundabout my neck inclines me to The Pit;
but my longing for you is my reprieve.
what saves me is my longing for you.
let me find you before this ashen grave consumes me.
your love will consecrate,

it will render.

it has,

it does,

it will.

set me free like those before. let my words praise you, as they're borne to.
they will chase and find you.
they will reach your doorstep in batches inscribed, "i love you too,"
they are your joy and my freedom; the redemption words.
set me free.

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part two. the fight

NOW ALIVE, not bound by happenstance,
chains or grab-at's.
this life, no longer mine, it's yours.
the slick try that's inside won't collide with the I.
King of kings.
The nations will all know you.
Alpha y Omega, sings clear through my bones.

Is this possible?
that a little drummer boy,
who pitter-pattered and ate noise,
set down demon's toys,
And beheld The Man?

by default i now call on the name
who's change splits chains,
I, I won't stay the same.
in the high grass of my soul,
i will gaze,
i will praise;
on and off seasons,
i will speak those things--

simply, i am dead,
to mediocre sub par notions,
beaten and changed up backwoods, on ravenswood back blocks; i'm not that dude.
dead to life unreal,
dead to a here under veils of smoke and mirrors and her--
done to the ways of the off-set stance, side-skirting wisdom under false pretense.

I'M YOURS, never to return again to sauline rebellion.
This is The Stand, tell 'em.


la Luz

I just came back from a morning walk. I wanted to get away from the blaring, obnoxious angst of la television and hear myself think. I did.

Thoughts of God came to mind; the car to the left definitely helped. a verse about Jesus as light came to mind. "Yet a little while is the light with you. Walk while ye have the light..." (John 12:35). I realised how unbelievable it is to have union with the light of the world. In the above verse Jesus speaks both of himself and the times we live in. During the time this quote was transcribed, he'd leave them shortly; just as, in this present age, we don't know how long we have the chance to respond to His love for us. 

But, more so, the reality that we walk with THE light of the world hit me (john 1:4-5, 9). Just to think that the being who created the cosmos is the same God who calls man "his beloved" (deut. 33:12, psalms 127:2). Jesus speaks about his relationship with the believer, "I am his and he is mine (song of songs 2:16)." How can this be possible?

I've been looking up verses with the word 'light' in them, and have found three strains: the word used to depict Jesus (john 3:19) , the actions of some of his people, and as an entity unto itself. I expected the first two uses, but the last made me delve. That led to two trains of thought, when light is used as an entity; 1) either its actually an allegory speaking of Christ that I simply don't see or 2) God has created forces of influence outside of himself that are utilised by the Holy Spirit, and obey God ordained commands and statutes. (disclaimer for the watchdogs: I am not adding to scripture, nor am I placing my whimsical thought alongside established doctrine. 'nuff said. Don't smile too long). Peep this verse, "For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ" (2 Cor. 4:6. Deep water, eh?). The act of God telling "the light to shine" is almost a strategy statement for light. If that's true, I believe this is it's vision statement,  "That was the true Light which gives light to every man coming into the world" (John 1:9).

Ironically, the earth and planets revolve around the sun, which is our source of energy and shines it's LIGHT on us. The act of photosynthesis turns energy into into food, which brings nourishment . Without the SON we found ourselves spiritually inept and malnourished. We cannot live off the bread of this world. 

My grandmother used to always say, "stand up to be seen, speak up to be heard, and sit down to be appreciated." I'm going to sit down, but before I do; I believe this concept of light, as it pertains to scripture and science, is a ripe fruit just waiting to be picked. How can we make sense of this in our lives?

Beholding Jesus as the light of the world will do two things to us:

1) Drastically affect the way we approach God.

His loveliness woos us to behold him as the beautiful, lovesick God. He's not shining to appeal to himself. He's beckoning passionate worshipers who abandon self and seek his beauty. 
If when we pray, we recall that his light "gives light to every man coming into the world," we'd quake with a holy trembling and awe at the lovesick Messiah, who pursues us into fellowship.

2) Revolutionize the way we minister.

Remember what Jesus said about his cousin John. Yes, the Baptist, yes, the forerunner, yes, the light. 
He was a burning and shining light: and ye were willing for a season to rejoice in his light. But I have a greater witness than that of John: for the works which the Father hath given me to finish, the same works that I do, bear witness of me, that the Father hath sent me.   John 5:35-36
Wow-- "he was a burning and shining light." That's what I'm going for. We live this life in God, not to straddle the line of half oppressed, half mediocre; we live for victory
What would happen to your life if you asked God to establish you as a "burning and shining light?" Also, before I sit, y'all know about that 'greater works than these' paradigm, right? Before our Christ left earth he said, "He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do" (John 14:12a). DID THE SON OF MAN LAY DOWN HIS LIFE, SO THAT WE CAN DO GREATER MIRACLES, MOVE IN GREATER RELATIONSHIPS AND EXPERIENCE GREATER ANOINTING THAT HE? Let's find out. Live like he did. 

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Other tight verses on light: Christ as the light. John 3:19, John 12:35, John 1:9
Light as an application/entity. 1 Cor. 4:5, 2 Cor. 4:4, 2 Tim. 1:10
His people as lights. Matt. 5:14, Luke 12:35, John 5:35, Ephesians 5:8, 14

much love--



When I'd read the old testament, it'd be like viewing an ancient relic that had little relevance in the current. I thought of the OT as a narrative of things past, with principles we can relate to our present condition.

Fast forward to years later. This morning I opened to the book of Hosea, yeah, it exists. In checking out the summary statements, it was a call to repentance for a spiritually ADHD Israel. Sound like another people we know? Hosea depicts Israel as a broken people, though deeply and intently loved by God. In comparing Israel to The Church of the west, I see many parallels. God is sending out people to call us to look at Him and let go our debilitating ways.

The more I grow, the more continuity I see with those pages.