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6.29.2005

monogamy?

I slightly miss the state of bachelorhood i once dwelled in. The ability to meet and covene with various women at any given time with no relational commitment to any of them but honesty. It may sound as if I'm describing womanizing, to me it entails variety, volatility. Being able to jog through my Sidekick II and stop at a given name and think, "I'm interacting with her today."

Not to take a knock at my relationship with diva but the aforementioned lifestyle is something I've gathered an acquired taste for.

Maybe I'm simply a child who needs to grow up and mature; which now may mean letting go the ideals of the past. And its not as if the whole "casual dating" scene worked out for me. Many of my previous companions were left somewhat bitter and cold. Towards me at least. But not all of them, there were several lasting pleasant experiences. Wow, I speak as if there were, oh so many of them.

Although, the monogomous route is quite consistent. I guess the determining factor is what is that consistency bringing? Inevitable stress or imminent joy? That may be the key element in why I am experiencing the emotions I feel.

3 comments:

Heidi on Vashon said...

Ken, you need to get back to blogging here. You're far too good a writer to hold out on people who want to read your ramblings (me).

Anonymous said...

your never be able to do it..you such a slut!

Ken Pardovani said...

hmmm, 6 years later...married with a third baby on the way! I call that success.